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Wednesday, November 12th, 2008

Subject:Stolen from Mr. Dave...
Time:1:46 pm.
1. If you're on my friends list, I want to know 35 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine... you're on my list, so I want to know you better. You don't even have to answer them all.

2. Comment here with your answers and repost the questionnaire on your own journal.

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?

02) What was your dream growing up?

03) What talent do you wish you had?

04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?

05) Favorite fruit?

06) What was the last book you read?

07) What zodiac sign are you?

08) Any tattoos and/or piercings? Explain where.

09) Worst habit?

10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?

11) What is your favorite sport?

12) Do you have a pessimistic or optimistic attitude?

13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?

14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?

15) Tell me one weird fact about you.

16) Do you have any pets?

17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?

18) What was your first impression of me?

19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?

20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?

21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?

22) What color eyes do you have?

23) Ever been arrested?

24) Bottled or tap water?

25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?

26) What's your favorite place to hang out at?

27) Do you believe in ghosts?

28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?

29) Do you swear a lot?

30) Biggest pet peeve?

31) In one word, how would you describe yourself?

32) Do you believe in love at first sight?

33) Favorite and least favorite food?

34) Do you believe in God?

35) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
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Saturday, August 9th, 2008

Subject:...
Time:12:46 am.
Mood: content.
So my hair is light brown. Apparently, it's not a huge difference. It's noticeable but not too bad. According to my mom anyway. *Shrug* I like it. And I don't really care what she says... So far I haven't heard anything bad about it so that makes me happy.
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Friday, August 8th, 2008

Subject:So...
Time:3:58 pm.
Mood: content.
I decided to dye my hair... I did and it's, well I would say light brown, but it's still wet so I cannot completely tell. I like it though. :)
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Tuesday, August 5th, 2008

Subject:More school for me... and other things
Time:1:29 am.
Mood: loved.
So I got an acceptance letter from Massasoit Community College. I don't know when my classes start, but I'm excited to be back in school... It's just Liberal Arts for now with the general classes for Nursing. So hopefully I'll only need my Nursing classes next September... And by this time in 2010 I'll be a Nurse *hopefully*. I think this attempt for nursing school will go better than last time because I won't be doing the nursing classes with the general ones.

Uhm, I have a crappy job... It's perfect hours for school though... 4:30-8:30 most nights. I never have to work a day shift... Well, unless Karyn asks me to... But I doubt I'll do that again... But it wasn't actually that bad...

For those of you who know Rachel and how she is... She was actually right about something... She said that she had a perfect guy for me... I was obviously skeptical because of who was telling me all of this. I saw him when I started work, at first I was not interested... But then we started talking... It was very easy for me to talk to him. I wanted to ask him if he wanted to do something that night. Apparently he wanted to ask me if I wanted to do something that night as well, but for some reason neither of us did. So the next night at work, when I was supposed to be trained, I ended up talking to him all night. Then we went to Rick's Cafe then Castle Island after work. And now I'm with him most nights. I'm in love, like I never thought possible... I thought I loved Chris, but now I see I didn't. Well not like this... Oh yeah, I've never been happier.

Hopefully I'll be moving out of the apartment soon. It's not that I don't want to live with Leah, Jesse and William. It's just that I don't want to live with David anymore. But I've been saying that for a while now, yet here I am still.

Uhm... My fathers father passed away on July 16th. It still seems like yesterday that my mothers father passed. I don't think it's hit me that both my grandfathers are dead. *Sigh* oh well. Hopefully neither of my grandmothers pass away soon. *knocks on wood*

Uhm... I can't think of anything else...
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Tuesday, July 8th, 2008

Subject:I'm so sick of putting up with shit...
Time:2:53 pm.
I need to vent, because a week+ has gone by and I'm still pissed...

So here's what happened. My birthday was about a week ago. I celebrated with friends. I had a really good day, well except for having to work. But it could have been worse. After I got home from Quincy, Tristan and I were hanging out still. Leah was texting me trying to find out if Tristan and I were going to the track with her and Jesse. Tristan and I ended up going. About a half hour being there, Leah was just about to start her second mile, I said to her that I saw a van. I went to talk to David, Tristan was smart and didn't follow me to talk to David, and David told me he just went to the track to 'confirm something.' Next thing I knew David was asking the normal suspicious questions; like "Is that (insert name here)?," "Is he just a friend?," and "How long has this been going on?." I started to walk away and David followed me. I walked right by Tristan and he asked me if I was okay and I told him no and that I was pissed, he followed me onto the track. I was pissed enough to not care that I was at the Randolph High School track and I took off my flip-flops and walked barefoot. David kept asking for his keys. I told him that I didn't have them with me. He then proceeded to keep telling me to go back to my house to get them and I kept telling him no again. He left after that. Sometime around then I put my flip-flops back on. Tristan and I stayed for a bit and he tried to cheer me up, and it didn't work. We went back to my house and started to watch Jeff Dunham, and even Peanut didn't cheer me up. And I love Peanut. I think the only reason I wasn't able to be cheered up was because it was still kind of my birthday. Happy freaking birthday to me. I stayed at my moms all week, with Tristan most nights :)

So Leah did her laundry at my house on Monday. Tuesday she drove to the Cape and proceeded to tell me that David (who is her father, by the way) was fine and telling them (Leah and Jesse) that it was a good thing that I was out of his life. *shrug* What do I care? I was and still am extremely happy with Tristan <3. Then David and I started talking and he was trying to get me to take him back... He begged, and begged, and begged. I kept saying no, and no, and no. He wanted me to give him a third chance. I say third because he had a second chance when due to a misunderstanding, he broke up with me...

What happened with that misunderstanding was that I didn't want to talk about something in front of Samantha. He insisted, so we started fighting in the van. Then Sam went into her house and I stayed out to talk to David. I turned to go into Sams house, since I was staying there that night. And I felt something on my windpipe. David then turned me around and had his hands on each sides of my neck and would not let me go. Finally, I got him to let go and I went into Sams house. Before I went inside, I told David that I was not going to talk to him for a while. I guess he went home and, well I have no idea what he did, except call me many times. I never answered, so he left me a voice mail telling me that he wanted his DVDs and that it was over. And the same thing happened with him calling me back and begging. I was being nice, and since I thought I was happy, I agreed to give him another chance.

Anyway, back to why I'm venting now.... I was sick of hearing him beg, so I agreed to give him a third chance. So Sunday, after work. I came back to the apartment and I was there for about an hour and a half and realized that I wasn't happy at all. So I went back to my moms. I stayed there Sunday night and Monday night.. I was actually happy to be there. That and I got to spend time with Tristan without having to be when leaving him. Since I'm usually depressed at the apartment, when going there after being with Tristan it was never fun.
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Wednesday, June 18th, 2008

Subject:So lots of stuff has been happening...
Time:12:20 pm.
Mood: loved.
I got a job at the Judge Rottenburg Educational Center (JRC) in Canton. However, since I have heard horror stories, I decided it wasn't for me. It took me a while, but I got a new job. It's not much, but it's better than nothing. I work in a nursing home. It's only part time... I met someone there... Well, Rachel sort of introduced us, she was trying to get us together... But turns out he and I didn't need the help. We've been going out every night after work since Sunday. :)

Oh, yeah. I moved out of my moms. I'm living with friends now.

Maybe that's not so much stuff, but it happens.
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Sunday, April 6th, 2008

Subject:Bogarted from Jim Butcher
Time:6:27 pm.
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Thursday, March 15th, 2007

Subject:Okie Dokie
Time:5:19 pm.
Mood: excited.
So I went to Maryland last weekend with Sam. We went to visit her parents. We went to a place called Medieval Times. It kicked ass.

Sam and I are planning a huge trip to the Maryland Medieval Times, yes I know there is one in New Jersey but the Maryland one is bigger. We want to bring most of our friends. They can bring some of their friends. If you are interested, email me or call, if you have my number, for details.
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Tuesday, February 20th, 2007

Subject:I quit
Time:1:12 pm.
Mood: numb.
Okay, so I am really sick of trying to understand men. Especially the ones that I happen to kind of like. I'm also sick of trying to get with them. I have finally decided to give up, and let what will happen happen. I guess I just don't care enough anymore. Life is just to short to get stressed out because of men.
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Thursday, December 7th, 2006

Subject:Long time no update
Time:11:46 pm.
As for one thing. I wanted to call Chris today... just to tell him that my grandfater has cancer. It's so hard. I know I shouldn't but, he was a big part of my life for so long. I just wanted his shoulder to cry on... Or was that yesterday... The days seem to just slip by during school... Ohh well, it doesn't matter.

I see that Chris posted about someone... Not that I care really. I'm just glad he's getting happy. And I wanted to leave a comment about that. But because he sucks for some reason, I couldn't. Saddens me. I thought that maybe we could be friends. It has been a while since we broke up and I miss him in my life. But I guess, for some reason, he doesn't want that.

Uhm... My guy and I broke up... Uhm... not telling why. Nobody needs to know.

Uhm... School sucks... well not sucks but it is so boring now. Kinda like it was to begin with... The school is trying to screw me over... Even thou I paid for the entire sememster, they say that I owe $250. w/e. People suck, I have to talk to the administration office by next Friday. I shall do that, at some point...

That's all for now...
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Monday, October 30th, 2006

Subject:Stole from a friend
Time:11:35 pm.
Part I
1.Your Middle Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:

Part II
1. Do we know each other outside of LJ?
2. What's your philosophy on life?
3. Would you have my back in a fight?
4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
5. What is your favorite memory of us?
6. Would you give me a kidney?
7. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
8. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
9. Can we get together and make a cake?
10. Have you heard any rumors of me lately?
11. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?
11.5 Would you admit it?
12. Do you think I'm a good person?
13. Would you drive across country with me?
14. Do you think I'm attractive?
15. If you could change anything about me, would you?
16. What do you wear to sleep?
17. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
18. Would you go on a date with me if i asked you?
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
20. Will you repost this so i can fill it out for you?
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Sunday, September 17th, 2006

Subject:Blah
Time:7:02 pm.
Mood: happy.
Ok, so school is going well... I actually can't wait to go to school everyday... It's weird, I used to hate going to school... And not just high school, I hated the college classes that I took.I think that I like school, because I'm doing something that I want to do with the rest of my life.
Things with the guy are te-rrr-iffic :). I have never been so happy. I have to thank Chris thou... He kinda introduced us... Well, not really., Chris just took me to BSC all the time... And that's where the new, well not so new now (it's been about a month), guy and I met. I couldn't ask for better. To be honest, I totally forgot what beeing happy all the time felt like. I think I'm in love.
Uhm... Oh yeah work is, well no longer. Since I couldn't work 12 hour shifts on Saturdays anymore, because of school, the let me go. Dobrev don't say a word! Anyway, I was gunna leave by October 11th.. Because of the Labs at school, I can be a CNA and actually work in the health care field. I need to find something just for about a month so I can keep working, but if I can't, I think that I can wait to do something that I want to do.
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Thursday, September 7th, 2006

Subject:It's been a while...
Time:2:53 pm.
Mood: hungry.
Ok, update on my life.... Chris and I broke up, I dunno how long ago and to be honest, I could care less.... I haven't spoken to him in, again I dunno how long, and I could still care less... I have a new job, which I hate, but at least it's some sort of way to get money... But I need a better job and to do that I need to finish nursing school... I just started yesterday and I will be graduating the Practical Nursing Program the day before my 22nd birthday. It's going to be a rough 10 month program, but so worth it in the end. Eventually I will go for the Registered Nursing Program. I have a plan for my life and for the first time in a long time, it seems to be going correct. That is until I do something stupid to screw it up... uhm, Oh yeah I failed to mention my new guy... I'm really happy with him. After Chris, I never thought I could be happy again. I'm glad I was wrong on that point. Uhm, that's about it...
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Friday, February 17th, 2006

Time:6:43 pm.
I finally know what I want from my life... And my life gets screwed over..

I mean I decided, without the pressure of my mother or stepfather, that I am going to be a nurse. I have looked into some schools and the only one I am really interested in is L'Aboure and well so far the people there suck... I need to get my ass in gear and fast...

So besides school, I thought things were going well... I mean my father and I didn't really talk, but what else is new? So I eventually talked with my dad and things seemed, for like the first time in a long time, to be going well... Until Valentine's Day... Well, when I got up things were fine.. And around 2ish... Chris called... And he said we needed to talk... So we did... And he said the usual, "I'm not happy... I wanna be happy with you... ect." So I told him that he needs to figure out what will make him happy and then I said that it was up to him where he and I went from there... And he said it was over...

So I thought about things... and then read his conversation with his friend and found out what I already knew... The worst part of this entire thing is that he wont talk about what is on his mind... It's not fair... he expects people to be able to read his mind... I really don't know any mind readers... If you know of one... would ya let me know? Please
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Saturday, January 21st, 2006

Subject:97... but thats what you get...
Time:9:15 pm.
Heres a list of 178 movies. SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 70, you have no life. Number the ones you've seen. Put your score in header and repost.

(1) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(2) Grease
(3) Pirates of the Caribbean
( ) Boondock Saints
(4) The Mexican
( ) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Airplane
(5) The Princess Bride
(6) Young Frankenstien
(7) AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgandy
( ) Napoleon Dynamite
(8) Saw
( ) White Noise
(9) White Oleander
(10) Anger Management
(11) 50 First Dates
( ) Jason X
(12) Scream
(13) Scream 2
(14) Scream 3
(15) Scary Movie
(16) Scary Movie 2
(17) Scary Movie 3
(18) American Pie
(19) American Pie 2
(20) American Wedding
(21) Harry Potter
(22) Harry Potter 2
(23) Harry Potter 3
(24) Harry Potter 4
( ) Resident Evil I
( ) Resident Evil II
(25) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
(26) The Village
( ) Donnie Darko
(27)Lilo & Stitch
( ) Lilo & Stitch 2: Stitch has a Glitch
(28) Finding Nemo
(29) Finding Neverland
( ) 13 Ghosts
(30) Signs
(31) The Grinch (Jim Carrey)
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre (The Original)
(32) White Chicks
(33) Butterfly Effect
(34) 13 Going on 30
(35) I, Robot
(36) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
(37) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came Polly
(38) Deep Impact
( ) King Pin
(39) Never Been Kissed
(40) Meet The Parents
(41) Meet the Fockers
(42)Eight Crazy Nights
(43) Joe Dirt
(44) A Cinderella Story
(45) The Terminal
( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(46) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumb & Dumberer
(47) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
(48) Halloween
( ) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
( ) Harold & Kumar Get the Munchies (H&K go to white castle)
(49) Practical Magic
( ) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
(50) From Hell
(51) Hellboy
(52) Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam
(53) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The Day After Tomorrow
( ) Child's Play
( ) Bride of Chucky
(54) Ten Things I Hate About You
( ) Just Married
(55) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
( ) Sixteen Candles
(56) Remember the Titans
(57) Coach Carter
(58) Bad Boys
( ) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
(59) Se7en
( ) Oceans Eleven
( ) Ocean's Twelve
( ) Identity
( ) Lone Star
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
(60) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
(61) Christine
(62) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
( ) My Boss' daughter
(63) Maid in Manhattan
(64) Frailty
( ) Best Bet
( ) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(65) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
(66) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
(67)Ever After
(68) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(69) X-Men
(70) X2
(71) Spider-Man
(72) Spider-Man 2
( ) Sky High
( ) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
( ) Catch Me If You Can
( ) The Others
( ) Freaky Friday (original)
( ) Reign of Fire
(73) Cruel Intentions
(74) The Hot Chick
( ) Swimfan
( ) Miracle
( ) Old School
(75) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
(76) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(77) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(78) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(79) A Walk to Remember
( ) Boogeyman
(80) Hitch
(81) The Fifth Element
(82) Star Wars Episode I The Phantom Menace
(83) Star Wars Episode II Attack of The Clones
(84) Star Wars Episode III Revenge of The Sith
(85) Star Wars Episode IV A New Hope
(86) Star Wars Episode V The Empire Strikes Back
(87) Star Wars Episode VI Return of The Jedi
( ) Troop Beverly Hills
( ) Swimming with Sharks
(88) Air Force One
( ) For Richer or Poorer
( ) Trainspotting
( ) People Under the Stairs
( ) Blue Velvet
( ) Sound of Music
( ) Parent Trap
(89) Parent Trap Re-make (Lindsay Lohan)
( ) The Burbs
(90) The Terminator
(91) Terminator 2
(92) T-3
( ) Empire Records
( ) SLC Punk
( ) Meet Joe Black
(93) Nightmare Before Christmas
(94) The Silence of the Lambs
(95) Red Dragon
(96) Sleepy Hollow
( ) I Heart Huckabees
( ) 24 Hour Party People
( ) Blood In Blood Out
(97) Neverending Story
( ) Bedazzled
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Wednesday, October 12th, 2005

Subject:for Chris
Time:10:30 pm.
Mood: pissed off.
I don't like half of your friends. No, I lied, I just don't like Gary. But at least I am civil toward him. Unlike you toward Rachel. It is none of your buisness who I hang out with now. If you didn't care about me in some way shape or form, you would careless about who my friends are. Or what "parties" I go to or not. Ohh and your beloved Crystal is possibly planning on going to Darryl's party. So you can yell at her too. So since I am a "high, drunken slut" that hangs out with Darryl, what does that make her? But I bet she wouldn't tell you that she bought an outfit for the party... So I guess that means that she is going. Hump, whould ya look at that, knowing you; you wouldn't dare yell at her about it. Yet with me, seeing how you don't care that's all I'm getting from you?

Do yourself a favor, grow up and move the fuck on. And start takin care of yourself. PLEASE I am begging you.
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Subject:Look
Time:10:19 pm.
Mood: angry.
I know everyone pretty much hates me. But seriously why is this shit all done over the net? I mean no one is man enough to come to my face and tell me. It's not like you know what happened. I have NOT gotten drunk, high or any thing else for that matter. So until you get the story straight please be a man and talk to me. Not on the internet like you have been doing. The world does not need to know how childish you are being. At least I know what has been happening. I.E. the freaking truth And as for deSouza, I tried to make him happy. I gave up my happiness for him. He needs to realize that the world does not revolve around him. I know that the majority of people who read this are friends with him, but I really don't care anymore. I gave up my friends and my life for him once, I told him that I'd do it again if that's what he wanted. HE SAID NO!!! He did not want that to happen again. HE wanted me to have a life, and to have friends of my own. So HE dug himself into this entire mess. By believing Nick and not even talking to me about it. I mean if the situation was reversed and I found out that he was supposedly doing shit, I would get the story straight from him. I guess that proves that I am more mature than him. But it no longer matters. I hope that eventually he finds happiness. But since I am not willing to lose myself yet again for him, it will never be with me... unless HE can come to terms with who I am.
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Tuesday, May 31st, 2005

Subject:bored work in 15 mins
Time:4:45 pm.
Star Wars Meme by sailor_phobos
1st 2 Ltrs of 1stname + Last 3 Ltrs of last name
1st 2ltrs of moms last name+Last 3ltrs of city brn
Sith or JediJedi
Skin ColorOrange
Eye ColorOrange
Light Saber ColorYellow
How close you are to switching sides: 66%
Username
You're Random Star Wars Quote:Don't underestimate the Force.
Your Padawan (if you're a jedi)rodeochick22
Your apprentice (if you're a sith)_basia
You're Masterpanadivo
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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Sunday, February 27th, 2005

Subject:Bored
Time:12:35 am.
Mood: tired.
You scored as Cleric. The handiwork of the gods is every where, in places of natural beauty and in mighty crusades, in soaring temples, and the hearts of worshipers. Like people, gods run the gamut from benevolent to malicious, reserved to intrusive, simple to industructible. The gods how ever work mostly through intermediaries-their clerics.

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Cleric

100%

Wizard

90%

Ranger

70%

Monk

70%

Bard

60%

Druid

60%

Sorcerer

60%

Paladin

50%

Barbarian

40%

Fighter

40%

Rogue

20%

What DnD Class Are You?
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Tuesday, February 8th, 2005

Subject:Thanks Gypsy
Time:2:49 pm.
Do You's

1. Do you think I'm cute?
2. Do you want to kiss me?
3. Do you want to cuddle with me?
4. Do you want to hook up with me?
5. Do you have feelings for me?

Are we's
1. Are we acquaintances?
2. Are we friends?
3. Are we in a relationship?
4. Are we gonna have kids?


Am I's
1. Am I smart?
2. Am I cute?
3. Am I funny?
4. Am I cool?
5. Am I kind?
6. Am I a tease?

Have You Ever?
1. Have you ever thought about me?
2. Have you ever thought there might be an "us"?
3. Have you ever thought about hooking up with me?
4. Have you ever found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
5. Have you ever wished I were there?
6. Have you ever fantasized about me?
7. have you ever been pissed at me?
8. Have you ever dreamed of me?

Are You's
1. Are you done with this survey?
2. Are you happy you know me?
3. Are you mad at me?

4. Are you thinking about me?
5. Are you going to repost this so that I will return the favor?
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